Tuesday, 15 August 2017

Free

These pictures of you! All three of you in Goa. There is something liberating about them. They infuse in the viewer a sensation of exhilaration, that comes from sudden and extreme shift in the perception about the goodness of life. Three young girls, on their own, pursuing pleasures of life, and not afraid of displaying it; it turns on in mind an image of the world, benign, green and lush, where three butterflies in full glory of their bright colours glide in tandem towards washed sunshine falling on earth, from a breach in clouds in a rainbow sky. I can imagine sunshine, breeze, and waves in Goa singing songs of joy in their new found voices, voices of you three beautiful ladies.

Enjoy.


Sunday, 13 August 2017

To solitary lady in swimming pool ( in black costume)......

Emerald filigree of liquid wire,
master’s strokes etching you
in white Amber and black Sapphire,
merely a mermaid in the water?
Only to the half blind!
To beating heart in flesh and blood:
pool of Tequila on raging fire!

-Pulastya

(With due apologies....)

Monday, 7 August 2017

To a good man....

Dear sir,

One good thing about daily ritual of coming to office is your presence there, it exudes a feeling that a true patriarch is presiding over a large family. Strong and gentle, as only a father can be. A father figure to whom one can go for gentle comfort of understanding, or a sugary pinch of crystallised wisdom- that all seasoned surfers of life keep in the invisible pockets of their robes, and sometimes for that bitter pill of harsh advice to cure the headaches of work- and life too.

Sir, when you are little self absorbed, busy with one of your own things and walking to the printer at the far end of the office floor, your tall and powerful body frame moving with firm and measured steps, and that rhythmic oscillation of your head to left and right, gives an impression of gently swaying giant banyan tree in the courtyard of a house, and we all feel like kids playing under its protective shade.

There is no doubt that you are a veteran of many battles of corporate war game and you know your way around in the battle field. In fact, I suspect, you still enjoy them and look forward to them. The way you walk to those meetings with your fists clinched and arms moving in a well drilled readiness of purpose makes it more than obvious. So does your willingness to stand up for what you believe is just, fair, and necessary to achieve an objective. This despite you having no direct responsibility of delivery; still it is like, on many occasion, that you are almost on the verge of taking charge directly. I swear having seen glimpses of that beast of a warrior almost resurrecting it self in your eyes when corporate war machine starts to languish. The General has aged but the warrior inside is not fully tamed yet, and still tends to draw its claws out when survival throws a challenge. You prove that being a fighter undoubtedly is an instinct which time can only hone, but can never age.

I cherish, with immense fondness, those discussions that we often have about life and times. And let me confess to you that I use your log book of life events, which you gladly and openly share with me, as a study in dos and don’ts in many aspect of my life. It has enriched me for my life to come. Also, your ability for critical self analysis is admirable, as, sometimes, it is brutal. To admit one’s errors in life is surest sign of courage, and willingness to take effort to rectify them is purest form of integrity; and it is these two traits that largely define you. One more thing that I may want to add to these is “addiction” to hard work. I use word “addiction” because at times it appears, to me, that it is more of a craving and it controls you (another hint to cut down your daily meeting schedule), rather than you judiciously using it as only a tool.

I am not personally very enthusiastic about my own birthday, as for me it is nothing more than a yearly reminder set to tell me that I have lived, and still do. However, birthdays of those who we care about, love, and respect can certainly serve an extremely useful purpose of an occasion to wish and pray for long, healthy and fulfilling life to them. And that I wish to you sir with all my heart. You are our window to the future life, a window that gives us glimpses of life a part of which we all are bound to live ( if we are lucky!) when we reach your age; and life that you have lived and are living makes these glimpses nothing less than bright sunshine and a pleasant breeze. I look forward to it, really.

Vijay

Saturday, 5 August 2017

Hi,

I know morning has already whispered in your ear how beautiful the day is going to be. Share bits with me, for your rising is my dawn.

Good morning.

Towards death

What she was searching could not be found,
for, it was time, and it had passed,
and with it the world...

All the determination she showed to find it
helped only in finding but
the higher level of determination.....

Strange battle it was,
where terms of surrender demanded
that she should never give up….

And so the final breath was the mightiest!

-Pulastya

Tuesday, 1 August 2017

Hope- the Enemy

It is so cruel!
How those who have achieved
deceive the upstarts,
when they glorify their path to success  
by giving it a structure, of a struggle to deserve ( to extract more from their success!)
And, mask the cruel sense of humour
of random heartless fate, that gifted it to them -Just to crack a joke, or to lure its other countless victims to mutilate,
or how they snatched it from the hands of deserving, out of turn,

All in the name of hope!

We all are complicit in violence of our enemy- called hope!

It is so cruel!
How wannabe mothers
let babies carved out of stone
to be shoved in to their wombs
in the hope of giving them life.

Hope always grows in to a monster
who inverts the process of life and death
In to death before life..

-Pulastya

Evening, on the beach



O! Dusk, bare feet on the beach
you play with baby waves,
who tickle your toes and runaway,
and sneak back again, and again, giggling;
ancient ocean chuckles with gentle joy watching its grand children play with a fairy…..

Smiling, and casual, you stretch slowly, playfully,
arms open: to embrace the whole world,
or, perhaps, a sparrow, having swallowed the sun,
readying to take off to its nest in God's heart…..

In that one moment of carefree expansion
you shrink to be a tinny soul: my soul,
and, also expend like eternity,
sun hiding behind your silhouette…..

Soaking in all the sunlight
to set free a silky evening in the world,
light emits from you like tender gold mist
in a smoky evening,
bathed in your body fragrance……

I will treasure this moment of pure radiating glow in my heart for ever-
a precious nose pin of most beautiful evening ever……

-Pulastya

Love for dusky shade

All my amorous longings are fixated on your dusky shade...it is perhaps the mystery of dark which fuels the fire of my fantasies.

Or, perhaps, because darkness is sensitive and private. In complete darkness you can be with someone and still be in solitude, by merging that someone in yourself; darkness makes merging easy by erasing the boundaries. Darkness allows my imagination to project that someone in the form and shape of my desire. Light, on the other hand, is invasive, insensitive to the point of being cruel, and stabs imagination with reality. In darkness, one good thing that can ride on darkness and travel to me is complete image of that someone, nothing else matters -a beautiful voice is complete person in darkness, complete and beautiful, unaffected by picky judgement of sight (light)on the rest; but, in light be sure of getting humiliated till the point of your last shortcoming.

Darkness embraces, light exposes. Darkness is tender, light harsh. Why else dark nights would be amorous and bright days laborious!Might be so with dusky beauties too, I always believed.

-Pulastya

To Dusky Lady

O! Dear Lady ( Of my favourite Dusky Shade),

I strayed to some of your pictures, and now I am grappling with same eager sensation as when one hears whispers full of sultry tone but can't catch the words. In my head sensual tone of a poem is resonating but befitting words elude me. It's exactly like being soaked without rain, arousal of senses by mere thought; I can feel this even more than myself but can not put my trembling finger on it....

Cloudy sky outside, with goddess nature spraying cool colloid drizzle, and lady masseuse of perfumed breeze jumping into my room from open window to caress myself...I don't know if I am feeling the divine or going nuts. I don't know if it were your vivacious eyes and dusky glow of your face in the images or the silvery dark rain clouds; blaming both seems to me most alluring, as the high I am in right now is bigger than individual kicks of both of you, apparently weather and you thrive together, one enhancing the effect of the other.

Greedy thought of adding some wine to this mix is nagging me; but I am afraid that a mix of rain, wine, and you, will kill me with an overdose of joy.

-Pulastya