Saturday, 12 September 2020

DP

 If your DP is any indication, you have very different kind of fantasies. Rooted in unreal which is closer to abstract than fantastical. 

Nature features prominently, but as a background. It is there only as a revolt against the confinement of what is human-made, you do not truly feel part of nature too, you just hate man-made too much. Your preference of it is relative, because, for the moment you believe, it is less harsh than what is man-made! But harsh it is none-the-less. 

Nature is around you only as a vague feeling of non-confinement (being free!); detailing nature, for you, is unnecessary-no flowers or colours, because you are not into it; you desire its abundance and treat it with indifference- take it for granted, like everything that is in abundance- air, sunlight - is taken for granted. It has its value only because its absence would hurt.  

In the wild, on a partially gloomy day with take-away coffee in hand- give me the comfort of modernity but keep me free from its perils- and a bunny for a companion! Not too enamoured with human beings! Are you? Your need from them is only of cuddling, not of association. I need love, but I do not lean; toys not tools. Because, among the living, cuddling necessitates association, you would rather have a bunny than a human (A child over a grown human, perhaps!), that would fulfil an emotional need at a much lesser cost for you.

A self image which needs very little extraneous validation because no one is found worthy.


-Pulastye

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